Disorganized Chaos

Texas freakin’ sucks! It steals my friends! To top it all off I hate the state in general. Ugh, the weather sucks there, its too humid, there are bugs everywhere and where their aren’t bugs there are snakes that bite and make vicious noises, you can’t own a pet that doesn’t get fleas every year, and the people are RUDE as crap! Not to mention that the boys never grow up to be men, they just are boys.

This rant was set off by the fact that my best friend is moving to Texas in May. She thinks that its important for her to be close to her family, or some crap. Not that I wouldn’t do the same thing, but jeez, why Texas?! She knows that I have 30 reasons not to go there, and now I have to visit?! I know that its not really her fault, she just got divorced and one of her kids is there with her father, in addition to the million other reasons that include the job market really sucking in our town, she has made the decision that she needs to be close to her family. Which, incidently, all live in San Antonio, the most humid part of Texas.

I wish her the best, but I’m really going to miss her. And I will be visiting Texas every now and again just because she is there. But really, I wish that I didn’t have to and that I could still have my friend right here. That’s very selfish, knowing the reasons that I do as to why she is actually moving to begin with, but it doesn’t change what I feel. She needs a fresh start. Things have been very rough with her here in this state and maybe a new begining is really what she needs. I just hope that she doesn’t end up like I did in Texas. Very lonely and scared and hating every minute. I think with her family around her though that it will be easier for her to deal with the hard things that life has been throwing at her lately. Not to mention that she is finally able to escape ex husband #2 and is only going to be closer to ex #1, but I guess to be able to be within a few miles of her daughter is going to be a big plus.

I am sure that things will be wonderful for her there, and she will love it. Besides, she isn’t moving until after my birthday, so thats good.

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